Better in some aspects, worse in some
Better Aspect - So there’s this girl whom I’ve been seeing for the past month. We’ve met three times and went till the third base. Probably gonna meet her at a hotel this weekend. We both haven’t talked about where this is going, thankfully. As I dont see think going anywhere further than just something casual. It’s not like she’s not fun. It’s just that she’s not that good looking and I feel I can do better. Does it make me a bad person? I don’t think so. I’m gonna make it clear to her before going any further. And we’re still matched on Hinge, so I can’t even change my location to match with any other girl too. And all this is happening while I see everyone on my instagram with their partners, which just hurts to be honest.
Worse Aspect - Career wise, I don’t know where I’m going. the software I made last year hasn’t seen any new clients yet. One of the reasons for that is that I haven’t been marketing it, because I don’t feel the product is good enough yet. There are some features which I know are just lacking. So I thought why not pivot to a QMS instead of an MES. The industry standard QMSs are too expensive, and I can make something cheaper while being a better product, but after one post on reddit, I’m doubting even that. Someone mentioned that the market size is too small and the companies don’t mind paying the big price, so not sure how I’m gonna even enter the market with my product. Do I wanna go back to doing a job? No. I think entrepreneurship is the way to go for me, but I have no clue what to do. :facepalm:
Fitness Update - So i haven’t been regular to the gym, even on the first week of 2025. One of my goals for 2025 was having 6 pack abs, so I need to start working on that now. The biggest problem is controlling my eating I feel.
Mood Today - 2/5 Motivation Today - 2/5 Any Accomplishments - Yes